Well whoever sang that song wasn't lying hunnie, let me tell you. Breaking up sucks and it really is hard to do. I mean, everyone knows that but when you really think about it, there is no way you can prepare yourself for it. My boyfriend and I broke up the day before Valentine's Day this year, OK, that was a lie. He broke up with me the day before Valentine's Day this year and yeah, it sucks, clearly. What I can't figure out though is whether I'm more upset about the actual break up or the fact that I know all the emotions and crappy feelings I have to go through before I can be happy again...you know what I mean? He said it's because he needed time for himself and he was upset with himself, not me. I know that sounds like every other break up too, but I believe him. I did nothing wrong in this relationship and I think that is what is helping me get through it. He really does need time for him, he was stressed out at work and depressed and I think he just needs some him time. Me on the other hand. I don't know what I need...maybe a drink or two. I have found that being with my guy friends has been helping me feel better about things. Not because they are guys but because they will tell me the honest to God truth, from their point of view. It's rough and it's going to be a log hard journey but what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger right? When life deals you crappy hands one after another, you know there has to be a good card coming up soon...I'm just waiting for my ace!
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